I have been planning on cleaning my room everyday for the last three days, I have yet to do it. My car too. Other than that things are alright. I love being home and seeing old friends. I hate commuting to work but I need money and it pays well. It feels like things are starting to turn around. Looked at a sweet apartment but weren't able to get it, which sucks but I'm ok with it.

PS. Go see UP!

Just finished a lab report, 50 questions plus some diagrams of the reproductive system, need to learn how the digestive and urinary system work, psychology test tomorrow I haven't studied for, persuasive speech to give, five minute nursing assessment, paper for intro into nursing, finals final finals. That's it. Well not really but the fact I know how much work I have to do by the end of this month isn't really bothering me that much. I'll be back home June 1st and everything with that situation is settled so I am feeling a lot better about things.

I've come to realize I'm just not one of those people that everyone wants to be around. If I'm not there, no big loss, who cares. I'm sitting here alone in my apartment, maybe I should just get used to it.

New Years Resolution: Get used to how shitty everything is.