So, new car has been a pain in the ass. It has been taken to the dealer's garage in Dedham three times. First time because it didn't pass inspection, second because my mechanic checked it out and said there was a leak in the transmission. After this was "fixed" I went up to salem for the week before I was going to the Cape for vacation. Went to Jared's for his brothers' grad party and the next day his dad noticed that I had leaked quite a bit of transmission fluid. I ended up breaking down on 95 near Lexington. Got a tow from there to Bellingham. Car then got towed to Dedham where they had to put in a new transmission. The good thing about this is that we haven't had to pay for any of this. Other than the car trouble things are good. I start Marshalls tomorrow. Which is good because I'm tired of sitting around the apartment. I need to grocery shop today and do some other errands. I miss everyone at home. Oh yea and the cape was good. I caught two fish at once...the big fish I caught puked out a small one it had eaten. I'm rambling so later.

Awake

I can't sleep. I did something I knew was a bad idea and saw something I would rather not have seen. I don't know why it hits me so hard when I feel hurt. Things would probably be a lot easier if I let things go/not let them affect me so much. However, I get this snowball effect on my thoughts and they eventually grow into a monster that can't be stopped.

Sweet new whip!!

NEW CAR!!! toot toot!

I hope America had a good birthday! I enjoyed drive in/carnival/fireworks/swimming/food and much more the last three days. I also have a new car although it is currently in Walpole. I look forward to forging a new friendship with my little gold saturn. However, it will never compare to Roxanne. I am also looking forward to some nice weather because I am sick of the dreary crap that we have been having.

I can't believe that it's July already. Summer always goes by so quick and I've been out of school for two months. Insane. My new favorite show is now Wipeout. I am going to look at a car tomorrow in Walpole and I hope this is the one. I am also going to apply to target as soon as possible and hopefully Kohls calls back or something. At this point I don't care how shitty the job may be because I really just need a job. Other than that things are pretty alright.